Mr. Time, Just Wait For Me, Please by Roemaly

Good night! How's it going today? Hopefully all right! If you're not fine, that's fine!

Today is my last day on the writing challenge conducted by meta state publishing during these 14 days. On this last day I want to bring up the subject of time. - why? Because for me and that time is something that cannot be separated. Time can run so fast, leaving everything that has happened, including this challenge. Not by the end of the day.

During these 14 days I had a lot of experience. Especially from the writing challenge. Actually I don't know what I wrote was really good or not. But from writing this every day I try to recall what happened that day. I also remember events that may have occurred over the years. Also thinking about the time that has yet to come.

It's all about time. Sometimes you feel that time is selfish. Why does time leave us, even telling us to hurry? And we still want to stop for a while at a certain time. But that's what happened. Time will go on no matter how much we want it to stop time.

If we rotate our memories back to the past, or the future, how much of the secret remains hidden? Is it a lot? Secrets the universe has hidden. But what is the curious power of human children to know all those secrets?

The reason why we were born human in this world. Why are we born 'us '? Why do we have the family we currently have? What if we were born to be someone else? Being born human, not us? Why do we have such a way of life? Why are we attending the school that we live in today? Where will we study and work then? What shall we be in the future? What will happen tomorrow? Why did today and yesterday happen like this? With whom will we lead our lives? What will we get from the events we've been through?

All those questions and other questions, perhaps, will go unanswered at this time, perhaps later, tomorrow, next year, or maybe not at all. But it does not preclude the fact that everything that has happened, whether we know why or not, has happened for a reason.

Do we ever compare who we were yesterday or who were a few years younger, to who we are now? How much change has been made? How adults are we now compared to the ones we once were?

On Instagram there is a feature to file every story we upload every day. They would also appear the next year on the same date. Usually I see my progress from there.

I who was only a few years ago who was rarely active in the organization, who I used to be without even asking small questions with others didn't dare, who I used to have so much fear. Well, it's kind of the same now, but I now understand what I have to do according to my principles and goals.

Experiences that also continue to accumulate over time. I began to recover successfully, who began to have the courage, who began to understand the real life. Need a appreciation by myself.

Looking back, we have many shortcomings that come into our lives. Selfish, careless, careless, lying, smug, aloof, lots of things. But beyond that, we also have a lot of advantages that tend to make up for our shortcomings, don't we?

Time is given to us to spend to the fullest. Today will not happen twice. Tomorrow will also happen once. Not to mention the possibility of failure. Failure makes us think about our lives. Do we really deserve to live after failing? Do we still have the opportunity to correct or pay for our failures?

A man named Lee Haechan once said that, "don't be afraid to fail, but be afraid of not trying." There's a point to that phrase. Better we fail so we can learn from the mistakes that have failed us isn't it? Than not trying and not being able to learn from a mistake.

 Sometimes today, we too are afraid to face tomorrow. What will happen tomorrow? Will tomorrow go well? What if it doesn't?

Huang renjun once said in his radio broadcast that "we are afraid to live tomorrow because we are afraid of what happens tomorrow." But have we ever thought, then why doesn't tomorrow work out? We also have time to fix it right? We have ourselves a capable one at that. We were great. Only sometimes do we forget how to appreciate ourselves.

We're great to be living up to this moment. How many things have we been through to get to this point?

Time is also about how grateful we are. Grateful for what we have become. Grateful for the time we've been given. We'll never know what's gonna happen next. Could one of the many things we have today be taken away by the universe? We'll never know about it until it's time for us to know.

Time is sometimes about regret. Regrets in the past. Regrets that make you yearn to go back in time to correct something in order to avoid regrets. But that's not how time works. Times are very cruel. It gives us regret and tears. But that's how we learn from time.

Our 5-year-old self will never know how and what his future will be until he gets the time to know. We'd be proud and have a happy smile if we saw who we are, wouldn't we? We in the present time must go through time and learn many things in it because there is either a woman ora man we want to be in our future. He waits with a patient smile to wait for us to come to that day.

"Master time, could you wait for me for a moment? I still want to be here for some time." said one of the human children. "I can't." replied the time master. "Every human being has his own time for every particular achievement. You need not worry, for the time has been given to you all fairly." The master of time then left and continued his pace without turning back. Leaving those of us still trying to understand what happened.